Post reblogged from Mocking the Madness with 8 notes
My friend http://xurxie-do.tumblr.com/ did the lines, which can also be seen here (Click to go to the post):i felt- no ifeelshitty about myself tonight. i feel shitty about the way i look- my body and my skin—even my personality. i can see it all and its hard to look past it.
when i see people i consider beautiful i feel my heart stop, my stomach turn and all the insecurities start rushing back. its selfish and rude of me to be so jealous and hurt over something genetic, but i am. i dream and wish and cry over how beautiful they are and how unfair it is for them to be able to pull everything off when i’m struggling to make myself feel good in a tshirt.
just the woes and whines of a fat hoe, i guess. but i drew this picture. and she started out very thin, but she made me angry. so i fixed her. i love Art Nouveux- Alphonse Mucha and all that..i miss drawing that style
as much as i hate myself, i really want to love myself, actually..and i want everyone. everyone to know how beautiful i think they are in my eyes. every single person who has every spoken to me or shown me their picture:
You are so beautiful and I’ve at some point wished i was as beautiful or talented or happy as you. and i really do love you.Honey. This just shows that everyone should see how beautiful they are, inside and out. The first time I saw this, I thought of transformation. Even that’s not quite right, though.. Nobody needs to change how they are to be happy. I love you very much, just the way you are. A lot of people do.
Smile. ouo